Married At First Sight UK star Amy Christophers has addressed a sexual fantasy movie she made nearly 10 years ago and admits she’s still ‘haunted’ by it.
The reality star, 34, was forced to face the film once more when it was leaked on PornHub, following her appearance on MAFS UK, where viewers saw her marry Josh Christie.
Amy revealed that she has paid lawyers to have the movie removed and had been living in fear of it being exposed, after guys would send her links to the film in her DMs.
‘It’s something that always haunted me. I didn’t think it would ever be seen in the public domain,’ she told The Sun.
Amy recalled feeling ‘pressured’ into making the clip – which features a ‘topless tease’ as well as implied fantasy chat and was available to paying Babe TV members – and claimed she was ‘young and ill-advised’ at the time.
While Amy insisted the footage is ‘very vanilla’, she reflected that getting involved was a ‘silly decision’ that she wishes she could take back, as it came to be a ‘dirty secret’ she had been keeping for over a decade.
Following it being leaked, former glamour model Amy was forced to deny she was involved in making ‘low-budget porn movies’ and insisted the footage was just a teaser for the adult channel.
Adding that she’s ‘almost relieved’ it’s now out there, Amy joked: ‘I didn’t have a career as a porn star – although I do like to think I’m one in private with a partner – but don’t we all!’
Jokes aside, however, Amy insisted that women shouldn’t be made to feel ashamed about sex, as she shared her fears over still being judged for something she did in her past.
Now a successful sports reporter, having worked for talkSPORT and the NFL, Amy claimed some companies can be critical of her previously X-rated work.
‘They’re even funny about my Page 3 past, so the fact there was this video out there always worried me,’ she confessed.
Amy shared her hopes that the sports industry won’t hold the video against her, as she vowed to ‘no longer feel shame’ over the one-time mistake.
Viewers have been watching Amy on the new series of MAFS UK, as her rocky romance with husband Josh plays out onscreen.
Things haven’t been plain sailing for the couple, who constantly bicker and struggle to see eye-to-eye, but committed to the experiment, Amy and Josh made it to the final dinner party of the series.
As expected, a spotlight was shone on to the relationships of the remaining couples, with Amy snapping as she’s told by co-star Tayah her romance with Josh will ‘last two days’ in the real world.
‘I don’t know if you can f*cking feel this table rocking but that is my legs f*cking going from anxiety ‘cus I’m f*cked off right now,’ she slammed.
She was also seen quizzing husband Josh on whether he loves her.
His response? ‘For me right now, I have loads of love for you. For me right now I’m just a bit slow when it comes to falling for somebody and falling in love, only because of my experiences and what I’ve been through in life.’
Married At First Sight UK airs tonight at 9pm on E4.
Credit: Original article published here.