Kim Kardashian has revealed the emotional cost of her troubled relationship with ex-husband Kanye West.
Kim broke down during a talk with younger sister Khloe Kardashian in a peek for next week’s episode of the Kardashians.
During the emotional conversation, the 42-year-old admitted that she is ‘not okay’ while weeping.
‘I just can’t,’ she added while wiping away tears.
‘It’s so different from the person that I married,’ she admitted in a confessional interview.

Kim, 46, and Kanye, 46, started dating in 2012 and married two years later. They have four children together: North, 10, Saint, 7, Chicago, 5, and Psalm, 4. Last year, the couple filed for divorce.
The Skims businesswoman wishes Kanye was still the guy she had a long-term relationship with.
‘I’ll do anything to get that person back,’ she stated.
She also told Khloe: ‘That’s who I loved and that’s who I remember.’
Kim was hugged by her supporting sibling as she vented her feelings.
Although, Kim felt free to let it all out to Khloe, 39, she revealed in an interview with Vogue Italia that she prefers to hide any upset in front of her children.
‘If it’s something concerning my kids’ dad and I’m upset, I try not to show as much emotion,’ she told the magazine.

‘I have to be ready to explain why I’m upset and it might not be appropriate for them to know.
‘There’s nothing worse than “You’ll understand when you’re older”. I don’t want to be that person.
‘But if I’m upset about other things that they can understand, I absolutely will show emotion and cry.’
The mother of four tries to avoid publicly attacking him since she is preoccupied with their children.
‘Even through all of the craziness, of everything Kanye says about us, I never comment.’ Kris Jenner remarked on another episode of Kardashians. ‘I never post. He has made up the most insane narrative about you, and the [sex] tape. We stay silent. Through all the lies, through all of the stuff.’
Becoming emotional, she continued: ‘I have to sit here and not say anything ever, because I know, one day, that my kids will appreciate that [through tears]. I know that is the best thing for them.’
She also complained that Kanye, who was meant to be her “forever guardian,” is the one who is hurting her the most by spreading false rumours and accusing her of having several relationships.
‘He is the one that started a rumor that said I was hooking up with Drake, having an affair, our whole marriage he accused me of that, publicly,’ she ranted.
Throughout their nine-month affair, he also ridiculed her ex-boyfriend, Pete Davidson.
Kanye West is reportedly said to be married to Bianca Censori, and the couple has been sporting some odd fashion styles recently.
The Kardashians airs on in the US and is available to stream on Disney+ in the UK.